I knew what I needed to do
for many moons.
My body knew.
And carries the weight of my inaction.
My soul screamed
and suffered.
The mirror reflected
betrayal and lies.
But I couldn’t.
I wouldn’t
LEAVE.
I kept going back for more.
I was hypnotized
by the illusion of
SELF-DECEPTION.
Which I confused as love.
A pattern imprinted
before I took my
first breath and
woven into the fabric
of my inner child’s
consciousness.
Aware of the karmic
trip I was on, I stayed;
consciously awakening
in the reflection of my lover
until the road ended.
Until my tank literally
ran out of gas on
this wearisome repetition.
A MYTH can liberate or limit us.
It protected me until I was able
to transcend this pattern and
witness my life naturally transform.
It takes time and devotion
to awaken from myths.
And so, I gave myself Grace.
I picked up the sword of
awareness, again and again,
to cut through the deep roots of
this twisted lineage pattern.
COURAGE called me
to look into the mirror
EVERY DAY.
COMMITMENT
kept me steady
on the course.
CONSISTENCY
built-up momentum.
COMPASSION
deepened my well
of empathy.
A blazing DESIRE for
TRUTH emboldened
my spirit.
Until the day
I was ready to
LOVE MYSELF FREE.
A new story begins!